well i have come her once again like i always do‚ Mixed emotions about how i am welcomed by you? I have come once again like i always did‚ From the Muhammed (saw) days. Bt now there is a huge problem that i have to face. I used to come all happy and glee‚ But now i come completly being sad and guilty. I come with expectations. Like i used to‚ Then and now‚ But there is only ine difference. Before i used to leave with satisfactions‚ But now i leave being disappointed. So before i come. I want to ask you? Why is it this way? Why is it that you are not happy when you see me? Why was this not before? Bt is now today? What is it what ia stopping you? Why are there many but hardly a few? That actually know who i truly am? You know? I dont come expecting a feast of food. I come thinking about seeing you all pious‚ kind‚ grateful and good. I come hoping to teach you about patience‚ But it seems like i go away learning about the latest food and fashion. Tell me? What is stopping you ? From coming near me? From becoming close to your creator? Because you know? Jibreel (a.s.) the angel? Puts the devil in the deepest to the seas. As soon as the chand comes in vision! So why are you so near? Yet so far? Because i come specially from the creator above. With a gigantic stock of gifts with love! If only you knew who i am truly? You'd wish the whole year i would be there. And may be even pray properly with all your hearts and mind. For when i come‚ The doors of jannah are opened! And the doors of the most dreaded place is closed. For when i come your one good deed is rewarded as a farz. And one farz as thou its 70 farz. And the angels come and give you salam! And the fished in the deepest of the seas pray for you. So why are you one of the many? And not the few? Like i say... I have come with gifts and bounties ‚ All for you. I am not coming to trouble you! I am don't ask for you to make an extravagant feast. But all i want you to do is to stay away from the beast! All i want is to learn to love give forgive and be patient. Why are you so scares to face it? I am not hard. I am not scary. I have come to give you gifts and treats suprises and rewards for all your good deeds. You may not see it now. Bt i assure you! You will see it on the day of judgement‚ know it without a doubt. All i ask from you is a month. A month from all 12 months? A few days from all 365days? Could you do that for me? This year could i go all happy and glee? So may be i could go back to the creator‚ And tell allah that the prophet(saw) 's ummah has become so much better? Can you give me a chance this year? So i could boast about the prophets(saw)'s ummah? So i shall ask you again? Could you do this for me? Could you do this for the two ppl that loves you infinitly? Could i go back with complete satisfactroy? Could you gimme the chance to go back happy? Excited and glee?? How i expected u all to be? Shared by @swaleha merchant