I want you to do something. Once you've read this status, put your phone down. If you haven't prayed the Isha prayer then go and pray. Don't think about it, just go. If you've prayed Isha then pick up the mushaf (Qur'an) and read just one page. You might struggle but do your best. Don't think about it, just go and do it. Our absence has been for too long...