I wanna feel young again I wanna play in the rainto wash away all the pain to relive the innocence once again for the youth that doesn't make sense anymorefor the lost dreams in life's obligations for the compromises made with oneself for making life seem alright for living life right from other’s perspective. for all the sacrifices done which feel worthless now,for all the such things & many more, was the pleasure gained worth the pain ? i just wanna be myself, to relive the innocence of childhood,to hug to my mom every time I am scared. I wanna feel young again, I wanna fly the paper aeroplanes from roof of my house, I wanna maneuver the paper boat in the rain water lanesI wanna run in the garden, catching butterflies I wanna fly my kite high in the sky for the life in 20's something, nothing seems to be in my control,only a desperate feelings to take control of things all around mewhich seems to fall apart.. I wanna feel kid once again… I wanna carelessly ride my bicycle knowing dad 's always there to lift me up when I fallI wanna jump around doing nothing all the day As I know, just can’t do it anymore, I just wanna return to the childhood innocence once again,to feel the bliss of being a care-free naughty kid ! I wanna return to that life where all the small things created excitement. Eating from tiffin boxes of friends, getting new compass box, taking something interesting to class everyday like pencil, stickers, toy, magnet, a new key chain etc. I am struck with blackberry & apple organizing my daily activities on them, I just wanna return to time when I could just simply eat them. There was a time I could play F1 sitting on the floor whole day with all my toy cars. I just wanna pretend crying for no reason at all & mom consoling me for hours taking me in her lap. I just wanna live life once again, Ameen ! Oh Childhood can you come just once again please !